In fact, I was in love.
However, it may become fearful that I am being with you.
You told me that
"Be my girl, baby. Stop thinking, just follow me. Because you are just a girl."
"You don't have to be independent. I will give you easy life."
"You should stop a trip. Since I make you happy "
Those really scare me...
Yes, you are making me happy now.
But I cannot change myself as you say, I don't want to..
I enjoy being myself now.. even it is not a easy life, I really enjoy it.
I love you very much.
Therefore, I want to respect each other,
understand each other, and taking care of each other.
So, I want to be an independent person.
Please understand..
Please stop saying that..
Probably, you will love me more if I changed as your request.
.....Am I going to be happy with that?
The answer is that
I will not be able to smile like in this picture..
I have to go, I have to.. I hear something from inside me.
I was still at in the middle of my trip, anyway.
2001/9/6@Maui